Sunday, 14 December 2014

An update. ~An update usually consists of change mind you.

Oh so now we're both sharing the title?
Well, it didn't seem fair. No, hang on, fair isn't the right word; accurate. An update would usually suggest some type of progress or change.

Well today I got a bunch of shit done.
Doing your chores that you're meant to do is not considered shit you're meant to get done.
It's stuff you're meant to do everyday.

God damn, you are negative today aren't you?
I think it's a combination of our environment, and having to be stuck with you every day.

Okay, this need's to change.
What does?

This condescending attitude, you try to act all high and mighty like you are the one who know's what I'm meant to be doing with myself, and it comes off as arrogant dude. The people in my life with the same attitude, I can assure you doesn't help too. So what makes you think that you're helping with this?
Hey, I'm pretty sure you picked it. Thinking it would act as a motivator or something.

Well, it doesn't work. We need a change of method.
You seem content waiting until your next pay cycle before doing anything for yourself, I don't like it. So I'm letting you know. By being a dick.

Well, again, it's not helping.
Oh wise O' one, please bless us with your insightful knowledge on how to lead this perfect life you keep trying to enable.

Do better...don't talk about doing better?
You don't even sound sure about that.

Well, giving myself sympathy doesn't work, giving myself a hard time doesn't work, being overly optimistic doesn't wo-
I want you to think about that. "doesn't work". What does that mean?
You think in a matter of a few days that you're going to magically fix everything?
Hey, there's another point, what the hell is everything? 

I think you over exaggerated when saying 'everything'. I think that's just a reflection of us wanting things to be better.
But we don't know how.

Well who does?
Clearly not u-

No, I'm stopping you right there.
Who I am today is the result of us not surrounding ourselves with people who encourage positive habits, and discourage the negative one's.
That sounds like you trying to cast the blame onto someone else.

....No.. I know I am the source of my own inability to...
To what? what is it you aren't doing?

...I am doing a fair bit for myself.. it just feels like I'm not because there's no responses to any of my job applications, or I can't settle on an idea to work on in my own free time.
Sitting around watching anime for half the day probably doesn't help.

Well I'm getting tired man, relying on yourself for your own happiness get's exhausting.
And that's the case for everyone, again you shouldn't be trying to seek sympathy from yourself for your own laziness.

These posts would be something worth following for other people if you were either making progress; or actually sharing helpful insight that other's can apply to themselves. instead you've spent the last few weeks just whinging on here.

So what should I do then?
...I don't really know man.

That's helpful.
Well we both have an idea of which goal's being accomplished would provide the most help in our own personal development. But we're stuck in a time period where Unemployment is at an all time low. Your personal contacts who might be able to help you out long-term career wise won't be seen until the next political meeting, which is weeks away. We can't wait until then to pick up our game.

What are we meant to accomplish?
Focusing on thing's that we can achieve. You can't guarantee to get a job if you go out and get one.
But it would do you wonder's to stretch out and rekindle some of your social connections. 

So I should focus on feeling better first.
I can't see what else to do in our current state; and we're not even that bad right now. 
I think we need to be more persistent in staying away from bingeing on movies and internet content. Nothing progressive occur's when you're watching youtube, or refreshing reddit for the 12th time.

Alright, I need to be more stern with myself.
Bingooo. Also, I think you should do a post about the way you count nutritional value in food.

I was thinking that earlier...
Well, you learning it helped you better maintain your diet and weight. I'm sure the same information would help other's too.

Well, work's in 8 minutes, so I've gotta do that.
Do something constructive when you finish work.

Yeah, I agree.

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