Better-er-er?
Once again, started off pretty good. Managed to edit up my resume, looks very profesh'
Ignoring your spelling, That's good.
Yeah, Printed off 12 copies, was going to go into town and apply and stuff.
But something stopped you again?
Yeah; myself, I thought about money again and the fuel to get into town etc.etc.
Couldn't you have caught the train in?
..Oh wow, yeah I could have.
But your mood didn't allow you?
Look, I don't like how my mood dictates what I do, and I'm trying to maintain thing's in my life so that i get more positive experiences around me than negative.
So how come you aren't able to get up and change those things?
Because a lot of them are small things that are out of my control. I know it's not worth fretting over such things, but when you're running only on your own motivation..
Yeah, don't worry I do get it, you don't want to 'blame' your old smoking habit, but it is likely that some repercussions have occurred from you having the habit for so long.
But I also know that it's not much better to identify something that DID cause an issue, and then pretend just identifying it is the same as fixing it.
SOoooooOooo Whatchuuu gunna do?
Well I have work in half an hour, I'm hoping when I come back from work, I'll focus on making a high quality video editing gameplay clips. Tomorrow I wish to keep the positive mood from tonight (hopefully) and use that to be in town tomorrow.
A'ight, well I'm allowing one more day of this. Then we will have to make some drastic changes.
Sure. But I would like to point out that it is difficult to strive when you don't feel the best.
Everyone goes through the motions, just focus on your goals.
A'ight.
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